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The best party

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Many people want to know where the party spot is on. Life can be stressful so we need to chill. When someone gets down then they will relax. I will talk about the area where an party last forever. How do you start the party, dude? The must excellent way is here. The DJ is Jesus and the prayer of His people will start the party. Revelation 5:8 says, "And when he had taken it, the four living creatures and the twenty-four elders fell down before the Lamb. Each one  had  a harp and they were holding golden bowls full of incense, which are the prayers of God's people." It is amazing to know that God wants us to talk to Him. I have written to my senator and they gave me, 'the I don't care letter'. God is not that way. He values our relationship with Him.  Jesus came to this earth. He lived an perfect life. He died on the cross for our sins and arose from the dead. If we repent then we can know Him. The songs that are God centered should be on your playlist. The son...

Chester Bennington, myself and suicide

I will go really deep into a personal event in my life. I will go on a detour so I will be talking about Chester Bennington, the great singer from Linkin Park. He killed himself and I don't know the reason for this action in his life. I hoped that he knew the Lord Jesus. I could have been Chester Bennington when I was in my teenager years. I know the feeling of being hopeless. I had no friends and no hope in life. I was a big time loner. My father caused hurt in my life and my parents were going through a divorce and my mom was moving to Seattle. I felt a deep sadness and felt life was pointless and I give up on life. I told my mom that I wanted to end my life and she sent me to a teen help clinic for a month and I missed a couple weeks of school. I was away from a month and a half. I saw teenagers more messed up then me. I thought about how selfish that I would be if I would killed myself. I wanted to kill the sorrow that was in my soul. I thought suicide was the way out but I...