personallife

I need to say this, I am the king of the fools. My values are not common in this world and it seems foolishness to most people that I see. 2 Corinthians says, "  And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing." People look at me funny many times when I say my words. I will share a few examples in my life. There were a time when I went to the Mariner's game by myself. I was happy that I went to the game and I went to the bus stop. There was a guy at the stop. I was talking to him and then he buddies came with some weed. They were all doing a little smoke but I didn't do it. They thought that I was strange. I wasn't preachy but I shared that I have Jesus so I don't need to get high. There are other times when there have been an over aggressive women that wanted sex with every guy. They thought that it would be cool with me but I choose not to do it because I needed to honor the Lord. I was hanging with a friend and two girls wanted...

We all have insecurities and many will not share them because it is too private. I do have some that I will not share with other people but I will share with one that I have and how God will help me. I have insecurities about doing activities with people. I always try to think of something to do with people but I can never figure that out.  A good case is today. I wanted to see a Mariner's game but it was last minute. I get frustrated at my lack of planning with people and by myself. I get happy when I help people out because I am with someone. I am friends with the people that I serve with or have helped and then planned stuff with them. It happens by me saying, that I want to do something with them but I don't know what or how and then they have a plan. I have always been that way. I have gotten a little better but not much. I lack wisdom in this area and I should not because I will be 41 this year but I lack wisdom and knowledge in this area. James 1:5 says, "If ...

I will be honest about myself. My mouth can be dumb and say bad statements. James 1:26 says," If anyone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his heart, this person's religion is worthless." I claim that Jesus is my all but my words can go against what I say. I am not alone in this area but I will not stay in this area forever. I need to repent from my sins and ask the Lord to change my heart. The heart will speak what is in it. Luke 6:45 says, " A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of." Here is are other words that cut to the bone. James 3:9-10 says, " With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be." I t...

I went to work today and I do enjoy life and work but I need to say this. This world is not my home. 1 Peter 2:11 says, "Dear friends, I urge you, as foreigners and exiles, to abstain from sinful desires, which wage war against your soul." I live in a world that kings and leaders enjoy their sins and hope and pray that I don't fall. If you don't believe in aliens then do believe. I am an alien. I resist the sins of this world and follow Jesus and that is very foreign. There was a former president of the United States that was doing sexual things in the office and people thought it was okay. I don't believe that because he dishonored God, his wife and the country. I will be glad when I am not here on earth no more. I have many coworkers that use women for sex. It is wrong but they want to please their own sexual desires. These guys are leading the women on and hurting them. This makes me sick. I want to be honest with my dealings but many people will be disho...

Life has many turns and we must enjoy the ride. This is true about the last 18 months for me. In the beginning of 2016, I felt that I was stabbed in the back with a knife. I worked hard for them for many years and they decided to fire me for no reason and the owner was a Christian. Now at that time, I applied for unemployment and was without a job for 6 months. I knew that God was leading me but I didn't know where to go. I had a plan in my head and I put in in the hands of the Lord. Proverbs 16:3 says, " Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and he will establish your plans." I went to many job interviews but none of the jobs got my interest. When I didn't have a job, I didn't waste my time. I did many outreaches and wrote a lot. God grew me more in 6 months than in five years total. I went to interview for a sales jobs. I thought I was not a good fit and I told my now boss that. He called me three times and he convinced me that I was. I finally accepted the...

This is my personal blog. We all have our thoughts on work and much of them are negative. We wake up early and get pretty. We head off to work and get tired and then clean the house when we get home. People always say that if they get paid more then they will work harder. I like my job but I get tired from working sometimes and people are not always easy to get along with. I deal with the public and I need to bit my tongue and feel not wanted. I still work because there is something outside of this world. Colossians  3:23-24 says, " Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving." I am not an perfect worker but I put my soul and heart in my job. I am not working for my customers or boss but for Jesus. When I honor the Lord at work, I am getting an double pay check. I am getting a pay check from the Lord...

I have my thoughts on kissing and I don't think that my is very common. I see many unmarried couples kissing all the time so they will not agree with me. I was researching a topic in a book in the Bible called Song of Songs. The big picture is the relationship with God and his church and secondly, showing the love between Solomon and his wife. I saw this verse. Song of songs 2:7 says, " Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you by the gazelles and by the does of the field: Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires." The unmarried couple may like each other greatly at that time during kissing but they are opening their emotions up. If something doesn't work out then they gave up their first kiss. How cool it would be if you married someone that wanted to kiss you on your wedding day. A person that kisses before that day is giving that up. I think that wanting for the first kiss on the wedding day shows love. People can hold hands and hug but don't kiss i...

The topic of sex is wide and private. Some people don't talk about it and others brag about how many times they had sex. What I will be thinking and saying will be counter-cultural. I will start by this statement, I am not blind. If a woman is attractive, I notice but I don't want to have my tongue on the floor like most guys. A common saying among guys are that they can enjoy the scene without doing any crime. I need to put out these Bible verses. Matthew 5:27-30 says: 27  “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’ 28  But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29  If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. 30  And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body th...

I have been busy all day. I went to church and helped with church in the morning. It is fun to serve God and people.I did somethings at church and I have some good conversations at church.  Hebrews 10:25 says, " Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching." The world's system beats me up and it is nice to feel comfort. We had a Fun day and it was great. There was great food. I played dodge ball and volleyball. There was a family that came back from their trip and they have cute kids. I was happy to play volleyball until one of their girls wanted to play with me so I wanted to play with her. They have a have a cute baby girl so I wanted to hold her. I held that little girl for an hour while having a dog to watch.  When I was holding the baby, I thought babies are really beautiful. I used to bad with kids and now kids wants me to play with them and hold...

I will get really personal in this blog. It is about singleness and what the Bible says. Marriage is no better than singleness but God will give a person what they need. I can't write about marriage because I have never been married so I will talk about singleness. I don't want any advice what I should do but I am talking about my life. So please honor me by not commenting me in person or in social media. I will tell you a Bible verse for all you single people. 1 Corinthians 7:32-35 says, " I would like you to be free from concern. An unmarried man is concerned about the Lord’s affairs—how he can please the Lord. But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world—how he can please his wife—   and his interests are divided. An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the Lord’s affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit. But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world—how she can please her husband. I am ...

I was on Youtube and I saw the movie preview for All Eyes on Me. It is a movie about 2Pac and many people think he is the greatest rapper of all-time. We can make people our heroes and our deliverance. Many people looked to 2Pac as someone to looked up to. The news that I will tell people will make them sad. People will disappoint you and they will sin and make themselves look like fools. Proverbs 24:10 says, "If you falter in a time of trouble, how small is your strength!" 2pac, myself and you are sinners and we all have gone the wrong way.  Proverbs 14:12 says, " There is a way that seems right to a man, But its end is the way of death." We have a sinful nature that wants to rebel against the Lord. We may think we are doing right but God's law will condemn us when we break them. Once we do one sin then we are damned to hell. James 2:10 says, " For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point , he is guilty of all." 2Pac, ...